Well, here we are again—I’ve gone for quite some time without updating, and for that I apologize. I do have a good reason, however.
I have spent the last two weeks or so working on dropping a class—specifically, my Computer Science and the attached lab. It hasn’t been an easy process (lots of heartache at home over the lost money, having to gather all the opinions of my professors and friends, etc, having to do a lot of thinking about what I was doing and where I was going), but I came to the decision that it’s time to change my major—Computer Science was joyless.
But now, here I am, low on money, low on motivation, and I haven’t updated Strange Bedfellows in two weeks or so, even a little more than that. I haven’t been able to pull down commissions, and the pressure to find a job is on and it’s hotter than ever, to say the least. But I’m trying to push it through, trying to make sure that I can work and trying to keep playing LoL in my spare time.
Strange Bedfellows, Chapter 15 is being worked on—it’s about 3500 words at this point, and I’m not finished yet, so know that I’m bringing you something that is quality and that is going to be of such a length that it will be more satisfying than the others. But hey, it might not—we’ll see.
So thanks for sticking with me, readers, and all that jazz—I’m trying. I don’t like to make excuses for being late with my posts and with my work, but I just wanted to let you all know what’s going on. Realistically, I may have to put the story on hold once more—I really don’t want to, but things are extremely hectic right now, and it’s tough to continue finding the motivation to write something hot-blooded and passionate and optimistic when I feel so down.
But I’m working to change things for the better, and knowing that you’re all there is what I’m going to draw strength from—that and knowing that I really can live up to my dreams. After all, there’s no time to be sad and depressed and whatever when you have to deliver, like I do—when you have to keep putting out and trying to do better. Put simply, I don’t really feel that being sad at this point is worth it—there’s too much for me to do.
So if there’s anything you want commissioned from me, anything you need from me, please feel free to let me know—my rates are pretty low, and I can work things out with you. If you’re a fan (I don’t really like to say ‘fans’, but whatever) you know what I can do/have done, and if you’re not, I have plenty of material. It would really help me out.
And hey, if you like my work or you follow this blog or just happen to find this post and end up liking it, please tell your friends, reblog etc. Dissemination of information is the fastest and best was to grow and gain more of a base, and there’s nothing I’d like more. Thanks.